Trying to Win at Losing Weight

So, it’s Monday.  I will weigh myself again on Friday.  Does that make any difference in what I will eat today?  It should, but probably won’t.

I was just scouring my kitchen for food…and I chose a can of Campbell’s Chunky Chili Beans…seems fitting.  Chunky!

I even managed to toss in a hotdog.  And I’m sure I will add cheese once it’s hot.  And who can resist eating it with crackers.  So, is my whole day down the drain?  Nope, just one meal is.  I can do better again, later.

I keep this stupid thought in my head…tell me…do you think this way?  “I need to get it out of my system.”  It’s ridiculous, because as I’m getting it “out of my system”, I am putting so much more, IN MY SYSTEM!  Oh well…another month and a half and I’ll be on my way to a better me.

Oh, and I had a talk with my husband yesterday.  He’s fat too.  It’s ok, I know what you’re thinking, but he doesn’t mind me calling me that, mainly because it’s true.  We are terrible together!  Everything is about food.  Which isn’t bad…food is essential to living, but not the way we eat.  So I talked to him about getting back on board with me.  I told him my plan to think about it now, everyday, so we’re in the mindset come January.  He agreed, and was excited…then asked…what’s for dinner! lol

I love him, and I want us to be thinner, together.

Mmmm, those chili beans smell good!

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